I Know You're All Sick & Tired Of This....

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I Know You're All Sick & Tired Of This....

Post by Guest on Fri May 13, 2011 10:23 pm

I spent almost 2 hours crying because of what we were talking about.
How I have no purpose in life.
How my mother made a mistake when she had me at the tender age of 16.
How I was a mistake.

Honestly, although he doesn't know it, he's the only thing keeping me together -- the only thing keeping me from commiting suicide.
I need your guys help. I don't know what to do.... I'm so confused.
I've started cutting.

He just left to go to bed.
But now i'm so lost now that he's gone -- because of the conversation we were having.
It's never happened to me before.
I'm still crying right now as I write this... I don't know what to do.
PLEASE HELP ME!

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Post by Guest on Fri May 13, 2011 10:32 pm

Whoa calm down girl every things going to be all right.

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Post by Guest on Fri May 13, 2011 10:40 pm

I'm not so sure anymore...

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Post by Guest on Fri May 13, 2011 11:39 pm

Thunderstruck... You could NEVER be an accident...
You have brought so much sunshine to everyone's life (including mine).
God has blessed us all with you being on this Earth.
And I'm not just saying this.
IT'S TRUE.
It would be horrible if you commited suicide... Nobody's life would be the same.
And who do you truly hurt?
The people who love you.
And I am one of those people.
Please... I know you think everything would be better if you just pull the trigger...
But that's not the case -- AT ALL.
If anything, everything would be worse...
You have potential to become a great writer.
And when your mother means she made an 'uh-oh', she means she didn't have protection...
And she was young when she had you. Can you imagine having a child your age?
I'm sure she didn't mean it in such a way she doesn't wish you were born.

Don't commit suicide, you can't afford the cost.
If you commit suicide, your soul will be lost.
Your death will bring others nothing but pain and sorrow.
Don't commit suicide, things may improve tomorrow.

Some people lose everything and they become derelict.
They think that suicide is the answer but they're incorrect.
Things can get better and that's no lie.
Don't end it all, I feel your pain as you cry.

If you have a family, they'll be in misery if you're not around.
It will ruin their lives when they see you being lowered into the ground.
I know that you're unhappy and I'm not asking you to dance.
But people do love you so please give life another chance.

-by Randy Johnson


Why commit suicide?
Don’t tie yourself with a rope
With life, there is always hope
With life, there is always scope

Why commit suicide?
For you there is no roller coaster life ride
Your heart is filled with an empty hole so wide
Don’t put yourself on fire and fry
With life, you can still make an effort and try
Please leave us not with a permanent goodbye

Why commit suicide?
Believe me when I say ‘You are not alone’
Many out there are shivering cold to the bone
Express your feelings to someone on the phone
Full of debt
Never properly slept
Always sadly wept
Wish you had something wonderful
You could have treasured and kept
Unsucessfuly with exams
After hectic midnight crams
Who gives a damn!

You are not alone!
You are not alone!

So you feel so empty inside
You are full of egoistical pride
To admit the thought of a suicide tide
Love has never even been on your side
Believe me when I say ‘You are not alone’
With life, there is no stone
That you cannot eventually overthrow
To reclaim your rightful throne
So why commit suicide?

-by Sylvia Chidi



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Post by Guest on Fri May 13, 2011 11:52 pm

First off, my mother chose to do what she did, which was a very BIG 'uh-oh.'
So I was adopted off.
And she's only visited me ONCE. [ my father more than that ]


And yes, sometimes suicide seems like the smart choice.
I'm tired of living life. I've been crying so much I feel like my eyes should just bleed.
Bleed, and bleed, and bleed, until I fall over dead.
-sigh-
Life SUCKS.

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Post by Guest on Sat May 14, 2011 12:20 am

I know it hurts right now... Horribly...
But, like the poem says, you're not alone!
Imagine having someone tell you that they would like to see you kill yourself...
It hurts. I know. I've thought about commiting suicide multiple times.
But I had to be strong for the ones I love. I couldn't of possibly of just abandoned them...

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Post by Guest on Sat May 14, 2011 12:27 am

I only truly love one person.
They are everything to me.
But sometimes i stop and think... "Well, they don't love me back."
And then I think, "What would it be like if I died? How would they feel?"
I'm like totally madly in love with this person [ let's just call him Alec, but that's not his real name ].
And I guess sometimes I see suicide as payback for their feelings...
We're like only best friends. It's kinda sad.
But then other times I want to commit suicide just because i hate life in general.
There are so many things I want -- none of which I'll EVER be able to have.
I want to be pretty. I want to be smart. I want to be funny. I want to be happy. I want to be talented. I want him.
But i'm NEVER gonna get ANY of those!
So what's the point in living? especially if I can't be happy?

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Post by Guest on Sat May 14, 2011 12:40 am

The experience. The experience is worth living for.
You learn many things in life... Valuable things...
And being pretty is not what it's all about..
Being funny is not what it's all about..
Being smart is not what it's all about..
Being talented is not what it's all about..
And if you think you have it hard, look at the homeless kids who have no food, no fresh water, and no shelter...
If you think about it.. We have life pretty good...

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Post by Guest on Sat May 14, 2011 12:44 am

I think being smart and talented is very important.
Extremely.
And I don't want to be compared to homeless kids.
I'm sorry but that just angers me.
I don't want to hear about how they have it bad.
Hunger vs a lifetime of complete misery?
People help the homeless.
They have shelters for the homeless that give food, shetler, bedding, and clothing.
Do they have shelters for those who wanna commit suicide?
No, those are called insane asylums.

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Post by Guest on Sat May 14, 2011 1:06 am

I'm not comparing you to one.
I was just saying that if you observe what they have and we have, we slip by a bit more easily than them.
We don't have to rely on donation for keeping us alive.
However, they do.
Now I understand your pain, well I can relate to it.
And I see how you would want to commit suicide...
But if you just let God help you through this,
I promise you ALL will be well, even if life seems like hell.
I know, this may seem a bit too God-y, but it works.

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Re: I Know You're All Sick & Tired Of This....

Post by Guest on Sat May 14, 2011 1:10 am

-sigh-
All right.
I'm going to bed now.
Goodnight.

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Post by Guest on Sat May 14, 2011 1:15 am

Goodnight, Thunderstruck.
Feel better.

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